Tuesday, September 7, 2010

12 a.m., playing "just dance" for wii in the rainbow room

my left leg is heavy and awkward, wrapped as it is
in plastic, velcro, and fleece. this song isn't so hard.
frantic, though. i watch james's clumsy energy and i
cheer him on. harold is a little further from the tv.
i watch his big shoulders and his hips moving in circles.
regret comes in little black grains but i filter those out
and discard them like spent coffee grounds. easy as that.
in a couple weeks my foot will be healed and i'll be able
to make a fool of myself too. harold won't be around to
kick our asses anymore by then. it's okay. even sitting here
i feel this summer haze of happiness filling up my spirit
like a hot air balloon. blue and yellow and white.

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