the following is utterly ripped off from "sic transit gloria... glory fades"

control control control control
control control control control

I was sitting there in the bar, having
so much fun;
I was sliding my hands along the counter
let's rewind a bit —

I was yelling in a place no one could hear,
"DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF!"
and then suddenly
everyone else was yelling it too;

I was making them all shatter into pieces,
the glasses I mean,
because the people are mine, and
they were already broken anyway.

I was enjoying it, I was smiling
it was smiling twisted
but then I screamed it again at the wall,
but then I ran my hand down my body, and so did they;

I was making her show herself to me;
her eyes had nothing in them — I'd taken it away —
so I just asked her to show me her shoulder
no, that's a lie; I made her do it

He was waving and he was
making me wave back at him and I
had lost it because I had lost what was
inside of me; I was empty

He was making me wave back at him
He was making me wave back at him
I couldn't stop myself from waving back at him
He was making me do it

i lost control